Five months go by
My tears have run dry
I see you in my dreams
And wonder why you’re there
Leave me alone
God damn you
I’m trying to move on
Can’t you see?
I longed for you
Hungered for you
But the past is past
And I cannot cry anymore
You hurt me so
With your pathetic excuses
I wasted all my love on you
Your promises echo in my head
How stupid I was to believe you
I heard you’ve been seeing someone
Am I so easily replaceable?
God damn you
To tell you the truth
It hurt me for a day or two
I even drank till I was sick
Was it anger or hurt I felt
Maybe it’s both
But since that day I can see clearly now
How stupid I was
Holding on to a hope that never existed
I know this poem doesn’t rhyme
And I really don’t give a shit
I hope you got my message
You oughta know
I deserve better
Fuck I surely do
I’m gonna be happy
Let me free now
And release my heart
God damn you
