God damn you

Five months go by

My tears have run dry

I see you in my dreams

And wonder why you’re there

Leave me alone

God damn you

I’m trying to move on

Can’t you see?

I longed for you

Hungered for you

But the past is past

And I cannot cry anymore

You hurt me so

With your pathetic excuses

I wasted all my love on you

Your promises echo in my head

How stupid I was to believe you

I heard you’ve been seeing someone

Am I so easily replaceable?

God damn you

To tell you the truth

It hurt me for a day or two

I even drank till I was sick

Was it anger or hurt I felt

Maybe it’s both

But since that day I can see clearly now

How stupid I was

Holding on to a hope that never existed

I know this poem doesn’t rhyme

And I really don’t give a shit

I hope you got my message

You oughta know

I deserve better

Fuck I surely do

I’m gonna be happy

Let me free now

And release my heart

God damn you